Archive for November, 2009

I hate my family. I don’t think they try to do this, but they have always been able to make me feel worthless. I don’t think just because I refrain from eating meat that I should have nothing to eat. And, even when I try to make some sort of side-dish for me it gets pushed to the side. That’s kind of ridiculous. Sorry I don’t like football. Sorry I don’t like meat. Sorry I don’t like talking all the time. Sorry I’m fucking different. I wish I could just have someone in my blood family that actually is considerate towards me. I guess that’s just too much to ask for.

I guess I always feel left out nowadays. Maybe I’m just not feeling well today, or maybe I am just showing how I actually feel. I’m not up in my room alone, but rather, I’m around everyone I dislike. It’s getting hard to act like I want to be around these people.

On top of everything, I’ve felt more lonely in the past three days than I have in my entire life. I just want to scream. I want it to be summer. I want to go run away.

I’m sitting in “my” living room typing this listening to music, and every five minutes someone looks at me. It’s getting annoying.


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Space Holiday!

I am just posting about music I’ve liked forever. He did a split with Bright Eyes that I liked this how I learned about them.

He is cool looking too.

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Welcome Home, Son

Music: I really like Radical Face. I also really like Electric President. They have a Death Cab meets The Postal Service Vibe going. Some of you might say, “BUT CHRIS THOSE ARE ALMOST THE SAME BANDS.” No! I mean musically. There’s an acoustic and electronic aspect to both bands. Some tracks I enjoy are: Good Morning, Hypocrite, Ten Thousand Lines, Bright Mouths, and We Were Never Built To Last.

Other Music: Los Campesinos!,! such a good band. I Love the singer.

Muh Life: I’m diving into veganism next week. How exciting right? I’m trying to love more wieght. I am oh let’s say six foot three inches and two hundred fifteen pounds. I mean, I’m not fat, but I’m certainly not thin. As previously mentioned, I am vegetarian. But, I think cutting a products out of my diet will help to reach my goals. I had a nice little four mile run today. It was quite enjoyable, considering it was 45 degrees.

I had 36 page views! WOW. And, Comments are welcome.

Hey, if you want to facebook me here I am: (I hope this works) http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/profile.php?ref=name&id=100000019198339

Music Download: Death to Los Campesinos!- Los Campesinos! – http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/profile.php?ref=name&id=100000019198339

“Suga!”, and “Father Furer” are my favourite parts.

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http://www.myspace.com/0livelovedie0 – Listen to every song. I swear to you, it’s bliss.

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It’s a really great movie. Not only because it tugs my always-ready heart strings, but because the music being played is an actual band that turns actor.

And, in other news, I’m growing my hair out. Well, longer than it is now (quite long).

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I finished God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater. It was really one of my favorite books of this year. The Stranger and that. I don’t think that either¬†are comparable. Both are pretty much polar opposites. Vonnegut has a certain humor that is embedded in his writing that I really love. On the other side of the literary spectrum Camus has a view of life that I like. EXISTENTIALISM!!! I’m excited. Are you?

I finished my literary criticism on The Stranger today. Thank God. That was making act all type A-ish.

I made a playlist today called: Perfect Love. It makes my romantic urges flare up.

So I was thinking,¬†people who settle in the love department are hurting themselves. Why waster time compromising on something you don’t want. Sara taught me that. Well, I learned that from my experience with her.


I am trying to write more (on here). So, you really should to. And, Elliot Rosewater’s father hated body hair. You might not want to read that.


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